That Day.

How do you feel, when someone you love so much needed you, and you failed?

But how does she/he feels, that you where not for her/him?

Don't know what's worst, I'll probably lived with that, I have to face it, but thats not easy cause I don't know,

I've never been perfect, but neither you, I needed you and you wheren't there for me. I really want to let you go than break my heart slowly, I want to let you go, and break my hart fast, that I can not feel the pain, or run away form you, leave you alone, maybe you'll be better, without a person like me, who always makes you feel that you are wrong, makes you notices all the wrong things, and make you feel so small, but if you share from you, probably it woud be easier. Maybe I love you so much, and maybe God wants us together for all the time, but I'll never know, until you make me feel it, see couples togehter, and you let me die alone, you never think in what's best, baby you have me, but if You don't share you will loose me, You told me that you are.. lost without me, and you made me believe that shit, but you told me "Baby, it has to been shown bye actions not words" but you have no acts even word. Make me feel so alone And I an not let you go .... I'll die unhappy. But what happend if I go, when I think I need you the most, I'll be happy? You'll be better? I'll be alone? Don't know, and it frustrates me, cause I don't know what I want cause I think I'm lost without you too. Maybe I'm so weak and I need you, or i'm a fool. Baby don't let it be burn, stay here and make it better it's not the first timw it happends, I'ts not the first time I forgive you. I'll love you until you show it to me.